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Hello! You have reached the FORMER and currently nonexistent apparel shop "The Real Apocalypse Cowboy" a platform where I showcased my original hardcore truther designs and sold them on things like hoodies and coffee mugs. Some of the designs used profanity and were extremely vulgar, so when I was radically born again in Jesus Christ in the spring of 2024, I decided to revamp my Shopify website, into what is now known as BenBornAgain.Faith, which is now ONLY dedicated to Jesus Christ, my Lord, Savior, and KING who saved me from my former life of degenerate sin, all glory and praise to Him.

Up until today, I had no idea that any of my former designs were accessible on my website. I assumed I had properly removed the menu links and pages off back in 2024 after I was saved, however, it was brought to my attention today that if you typed in "product" in the search menu then every single product I had ever created appeared! I quickly removed them and I'm so grateful that this was brought to my attention, thank you Lord! 

Even though I hadn't come to know Jesus as my Lord and Savior until 2024, Jesus had begun a work in me much earlier to open my eyes to things like Chemtrails (geoengineering) Vaccine dangers, the New World Order, the "Plandemic" and the dangers of the Covid Injections, ect.

I had begun researching things like secret societies and Freemasonry, especially after I learned that Joseph Smith, the founder of The Mormon Religion (the faith I was raised in) was himself a Freemason. I was so thirsty to learn as much as I could and to begin exposing their dark agendas, secrets, and their symbols, making them public and recognizable to everyone, so that they can too spot them. 

For example, here is a series I designed called COVID-1984. I purposely use symbols like the all seeing eye, the inverted pentagram, the number 33, ect. as a way to say "we see your symbols and you cannot fool us"

Here's another design below that I created first as an original drawing that I made for my nephew who loves to draw as well! He asked me how to draw eyes, because he couldn't get them right, so I drew him this eye, and I liked it so much I decided to turn it into an anti-illuminati apparel design to add to my Truther collection. Apparently "Real Eyes, Realize, Real Lies" is a lyric quote from the 90's rapper Tupac, but I have never liked gangsta rap, and didn't know that. I first saw this quote being used on a meme by a fellow truther and thought I'd throw it in the eye lashes of my illuminati eye, again to say to the elite ruling class that "we see through your all seeing EYE and your lies".

During the Plandemic I began noticing a common factor in most of the vile and evil groups running the world. They all seemed to connect to the Kabbalah. Around 2022 I began trying to uncover as much as I could about the Kabbalah, listening to podcasts, interviews, and reading as many books from authors who were exposing the Kabbalah.

During this time (2022-2023) Jesus was drawing me nearer to Him. I began realizing that Jesus was quite literally the opposite of the Kabbalah and it's dark doctrines and rituals, so I got a Bible and began reading it. While I wasn't saved yet, I was indeed searching for Him. I got side tracked and deceived a little by the Hebrew Roots propaganda and thought I was supposed to call God YAH, and blow a shofar, and speak as many Hebrew names as possible to get closer to Jesus. I was so deceived that I even made a Hoodie with a design that said "Hallelu-YAH."

But still I was not Born Again in Jesus Christ. That wouldn't happen until after a major family feud and divide that took place within my once very happy family. The divide was so severe and got so ugly that at one point I thought I didn't have much reason to live anymore. But Jesus rescued me from suicide, and gave me a miracle that I had desperately and sincerely prayed for, after I prayed to Jesus Christ as GOD (Something that I had never done before in my life, because being raised a Mormon I was taught that Jesus wasn't God, just more like a big brother.)

Please stay tuned to hear the rest of my journey how I came to find Christ. The Lord has been pressing on my heart to create a longer testimony video (Here is my brief 3 minute video Testimony.) However, today I realized that getting my full story out is vital, because the Word of God tells us in Revelation 12:11 that we conquer the Accuser by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of our testimony.

Also, please know that I do not currently sell anything on my website. Nor do I plan too. I've had a few requests to sell the Jesus Hoodie I designed and wore here in this Video Short I made featuring my best friend. However, I decided I'm just going to upload the high resolution print file of the logo to my website, and then anyone is welcome to freely download it and submit it to any apparel printing shop they choose! Stay tuned for that as well. 

Grace and Peace my brothers and sisters in Christ,

-BEN